The Faulty Days & Faulty Nites
huh?
yea, probably i myself don't even know why i chose the title *pointing up*. it seems to be a nice title tho'. hehe.
oh, rite. its been how long that i didn't write in? not too long la i guess. well, its not that i don't want to update anymore but the joy of blogging nowadays seems to be going down the drain *starts imagining myself falling down in a big black hole while waving goodbye*. in simple explanation - no mood. haha. been busy? urmm...not really i guess. i actually have loads of time during the night...well, not practically 'loads' but still i could spare 1hr to write in but nooooooo.....i rather spend my night time; if not watching some sappy silly korean/japanese/indo/taiwan drama; updating myself with all those series such as Heroes, Supernatural, Smallville...etc etc. u know what i mean. wicked tv series. *squint eyes*. other than that, i rather read all those silly yet interesting celeb gossip or reading ppl's blog (haha, got time to read other's blog but not writting in own blog....uhu...) or shopping online *starts making those big,shiny,cute,sad eyes ala Puss in Boots in Shrek*. yes! shopping online! .....*que in long silence*......I KNOW!!!!!! like there's not enough shopping complex around KL until i have to resort in shopping online raite!! *slaps forehead*.
okay okay, i'll update. but don't blame my long-grandma-story aaa...don't say i didnt warn u cos u see, im that sort of person who like to use long sentences to explain things when actually i can use simple words. hehe. laa laa laa~
first thing is.....im officially working for Jetstarasia. *yay?!*. great or not i dunno. it feels right, yet it feels sooooo wrong. im not sure whether to celebrate? or just kill myself. the idea of me working there.....ummmm....i dunno. ish. so tak pandai buat keputusan. *starts poking myself*. so the very indesicive. doinks! the good thing behind this is, i get to be the person that no longer have to depend on the parents. well, not that i dun like being taken care by them but for the love of all the lovable things, im 27! gosh! i know age is just a number, i know 27 is still young (...and hip/cool/cute/ *insert nice things*...hehe) but i feel that when u reach 25 & above, we should start taking care of our parents. urmm...that's what i feel la. my opinion k? besides that, i feel more urmm..how should i say this....urmm....well, i feel that having ur own money means u have the power. *starts singing 'i got the power!' song*. haha. another thing is, actually i decided (earlier on) to stay in cyber until my convocation (maybe around august), so, while waiting for it to drop by and say "hello im here!", i might as well work here and gain urmm...experience? *sigh*. the bad side is, after taki passed away, i [then] decide that i should be with my loved ones and not somewhere far from them. and i *actually* dun even know if i like working with Jetstar. hah! not that the ppl there is not okay nor the place is a bore (sumtimes onli la...hehe) but before this, i kinda pictured myself sitting in an office doing web related thingamajig.........sounds boring oso kan? but i dunno....i guess i kept holding on to that image until it's too late for me to scraped it off my mind! and sumore, this image *actually* starts to popped up right after working under JPKN. hah! wicked JPKN. eh! oopss....Kupz working there....hahahah! siou Kupz! not im saying the ppl in JPKN bah, im saying JPKN as.....well...JPKN la! haha. anyway, the point is (see how i can stray so far from what i want to tell u all...doinks!), i have a JOB! haha. *starts imagining Donald Trump saying "U're Hired" with the hand pointing at u*. if all goes well, i should be 'gluing' myself to Jetstar by end of Feb. by 1st of March, u'll see me dancing and prancing around cyberjaya while singing to the "i got the power" song. (dont ask me why i'll be pranicing and dancing...sigh)
okay, next update. ohh...*grinz*. i'll be going back this march! wahahahahah! yea yea, i know! i just started working (full time) but then dah berani ambil leave to go back pula...heh! dont think i dont know wat u thinking. *starts mimicking those super evil character's laugh*. but its not like i can predict the future kan? how would i know i'll be working full time with Jetstar at this time around? i booked the tix earlier maa. so not my fault worr. and its not like im going back there to have fun (well.....maybe a lil' bit of fun. hehe.) nor for a holiday. im going back for taki's 100days of mourning. somemore, ManIpin+wife decided to renovate the house i grew up to cherished with all my heart, to become something ermm....less kg-ish. i felt like telling them not to go ahead but *sigh* .... who am i to meddle with their decision, rite? its not that mom cant say anything on this matter cos im sure mom also have some rights to the house. but the thing is, they have been living there for their whole life while mom grew up, got married with dad and basically, dad whisked her away from that house to live in the city. *sigh*. so...if there's a need to have a rebuttal, i guess it wont go anywhere oso. *more sighs*. besides taking the home of my only memory of taki + my childhood years away from me, the place dad lovingly called our "Sawahville" will be rent out to a couple with *i think* 3 kids. at first i felt like arguing with mom on this, but i guess its taking a toll on dad with all the *dusun* thieves kept on targeting our house to take away precious things from the house. what?! they think its easy to built a house ka? they think it's sort of Four Season Hotel ka? can come in and go as they like....urgh! im boiling mad just thinking about those *dusun* thieves. back then, i kinda dislike going back there every chance mom&dad have when i was still in high school, but fastfwd to a few years later, i begun to cherish all the time i spent there. its like a must to my life......all the good memories (as i write this, i conclude that there's no bad memories while i was in sawahville...hehe..) i imprint there will soon be taken away slowly. ermm...lemme rephrase that...haha (see how i confuse myself with the words i use.hehe). what i mean is, i wont be able to make more memories there. its like, something has been taken away from me....urmm....u get the drill? *long sigh*. i guess i dunwan anything to change. i dunwan to have a mental reminder that my room will be use by another person and not ME. its MY (well...not exactly mine la...haha) room, my space, my sanctuary, my orbit, my black hole when i want to detached myself from the outside, my silent listener......it feels like im losing a friend. yea....thats how it felt. hurmm....someone else 'renting' my 'friend'. that thot alone make me sick with jealousy. die la if like dis. anyway, the point is, this time aorund, i'll be going back to pay my last respect to taki, say goodbye to the place i basically grew up with and to clean a house which kept almost 1/3 of my life. this is going to be a hard homecoming.
*sigh*
alrite, next few updates will be a mixed of recent/future events. not that it's important but just to let u all know (not that u'll be taking notes of the 'hap-pening' life im goin thru but well.....urmm....u know what i mean la hehe). few mths ago (haha. cerita basi..i know!!), sis got sperminated. *LOL*. so now she's preggy and i hope this time around a plump, healthy, overly sweet and i-can-pinch-u-all-day-long baby will pop out from that small frame of hers to make the world a more blasting-with-shrieks-and-screams place. im sure i dun mind, as long as they're as cute as me (uiks! perasan!)...haha. yea...i got a soft spot for cute babies, so sue me for being bias. im sure YOU want ur babies to have all the nice features rite? cute la, pretty la, handsome la, macho la etc etc...(hmm....baby got macho face ka? *imagine a baby got moustache.....yikes!*) kan, kan, kan? its not wrong to wished on it, but excessively doing it...ish ish ish....its not like u can choose-and-pick ur baby la. if can, then im sure got Kilang Bayi² Yg Cute Mau Mampus rite? ohkay...i think im done talking about babies. next thing is, Dd is trying hard to get a job here in KL. he's tired of going back and forth from Malacca to see me cos according to him, he can't get enough of me. HAHA. so the perasan la me....*knocks own head*. yalah, if he's in KL, at least there's sumone to take care of me and vice versa. (ATTN: im going to a mushy² part now). [mushy]he so the sayang me until he dowan to stay far far away from me. and then he so the sayang me until he said "im not going back to KK unless u're going back too". awwwwwwwwww.......mushy to the max kan? haha.[/mushy] . hmm...wat else, owh, dahwim gonna swing by KL this coming 23rdmarch. im not sure if i can spend all the time with her, but i'll try and manage my time. Then, yesterday (friday), Jetstar went to Galaxy for rounds of karaoke+buffet dinner. the food so the sedap until me and Odra were practically salivating on the food the moment our eyes saw the delicacies. damn! i tried my best to sumbat² all the food i can get, but alas, on my 2nd attempt, i was almost full. uhu. the icecream, the jellies, the fruits, the cakes.....huhu! sayangnyaaaaa! but i managed to sumbat the ice cream cake la...hehe. lastly *phew*, im taking yoga class.....*i can hear laughters*. Yo-what u say??!!! u know, the stretch-ur-body-to-the-max thingy, the position-ur-body-in-almost-an-awkward-style thingy. hehe. i know u know bah dat, juz fooling around. anyhoo, i know i can do this. determination will prevail. *make 'chayo' face*. aja aja fighting! hehe.
so alrite la. im gonna watch American Idol now. will show u all the pics from the recent karaoke and also the promised Genting pics.
daaa!
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